welcome 2012 n goodbye 2011!!

goodbye 2011...no achievements and improvements....but  much challenges..

another sad tragedy happened as a close of 2011....

27 dec 2011, 9.45am...selamat melahirkan adik iman,muhammad dhia muslim 565g,32cm long,22cm head circ.

adik iman lahir meninggal dunia after tragical episodes of labor...huhu serik mama...

kne sumbat 9 tablets of induce medicine in 4 days...2 packet induce solution for 2 days...bleeding since day 2..xtahan sakit las2 cucuk epidural..msbbkan sakit pinggang la plak skrg ni...akhirnye selamat lahirkan bb mama n daddy yg comel ni..n kehilangan drh around 800cc after labor. kene blood tranfusion....however.sgt3 bersyukur semuanya selamat...semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa2 mama di saat melalui kesakitan since day 2.. n alhamdulillah skrg leh jalan n xsakit sms pntang..(sib bek xoperate)...semoga apa yg terjadi adalah yg terbaik....alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah....

mama syg sgt kt muslim....so much!..so that i hv to let u go...i treasured every moment when u were in my womb since last 6 months...u are another diamonds in my heart..that always shines n remains....i luv both of u..iman n muslim....ank2 mama dh hepi..tgh main2 kt syurga....jgn lupa doakan mama n daddy k..

2011...long journey..
kebanyakan masa pegi hospital..discover the mysterious of family inherited diseases...
melayan n tgk ank buah arissa membesar...
planning for new home...
another 1 year of wonderful marriage life with my love hubby..

this journey..makes me stronger n stronger...alhamdulillah..semoga Allah memberkati apa yg sudah berlalu..n merahmati apa yg mendatang...

welcome 2012...

new year resolution;

1. nk turunkan berat kpd 55kg

as usual la..ni kn resolution wajib tiap2 tahun

2. nk berkecimpung n berjaya dlm bisnes..

hehe..mls dh nk cari keje...

3. nk jadi anak yg baik...

im not a good daughter..we always hd fight..myb because im not that patient...so i want to be more patient this year...listen u...take care of u...take care of ur heart..try to fulfill ur wishes...mak ske g pasar malam...nt kite sll g ek...semoga Allah pnjgkan umurku n mak..spy leh jg mak sebaik mungkin...xnk menyesal kemudian ari...n nak mak rs hepi mengandungkan ank ni...sygg mak...im sorry i always forget to be a good daughter..but deep down in my heart..i love u so much..n thank u for being the best ever mother!

4. nk jadi isteri  yg baik n produktif...

ha..bkn produktif hasilkan ank jer...produktif making money..semoga Allah mudahkan urusan...thank you syg for being the best ever husband....thank u cz u never tired to support me financial,emotional,physical n many2 more...thank u for always be with me..together we go through this life...together we survive...together we'll be stronger..luv u so much syg...

Ya Allah...

Engkau jadikanla tahun baru ini adalah yg lebih baik dr tahun2 yg lepas..Engkau pnjangkan usiaku,keluargaku dan rakan2ku...jadikanlah usia yg Engkau berikan ini bermanfaat..kurniakanlah kesihatan tubuh badan kepada kami..sembuhkanlah segala penyakit yg ada...jauhkanlah penyakit lain drp dtg....lindungilah dan peliharalah kami dr bencana dan musibah, gangguan syaitan, kejahatan manusia dan kekejaman dunia..jauhkanlah manusia yg zalim dan jahat drp hidup kami....murahkanlah dan limpahkanlah rezeki kpd kami..berikanlah kami rezeki yg halal dan berkatkanlah rezeki yg Enkau berikan...rahmatilah kehidupan kami dan limpahkanlah kasih sayangMu sepanjang hidup ini...

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin...