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HIMYM- Something Old & Something New

I love How I Met Your Mother series....been watching since 2008...from the first season until latest.. which is now would be the finale of the epic mystery of the mother!...hamboiihh...it's been like i was in their journey of life..watching from their first friendship n relationship n moving into new chapter of life..

I juz re-watch the last 2 episodes of the 8th season..Something Old and Something New....
These 2 episodes are very close to my heart...Ted Mosby is a very sentimental n value things n memories greatly..the exact point is remember the 'first thing'...example first thing bought...first muvi..first bla bla bla.which are the elements that I hv inside of me..

In these 2 episodes..they are moving into new life..Ted Mosby who is moving on too but still cling to the past...He hardly leave the memories made with his friends..as they will go with their own path after this...

I have a special BFF......Of course I hv made a lot of BFFs in my entire life...but this one is so special..we've been together since 2004 in UKM.... we're different type of person...different family background...different lifestyle..different mind but surprisingly stick together well...back then she is the type that not easy to get close and to get along but once u did...it's definitely worth it!

We've been through the hardship and the happiness together and not only in the university but still together in our working life...everything we did together...study sleep eat play watch shopping chatting working jogging...ape lg aktiviti semua ada..EVERYTHING together!in and out semua tau..n we were even working in the same company bt different department la...many memories made together...we're care n love to each other...n that is why..she is soooo special...she's more than a friend..more than a sister...it's MORE..nothing can describe this! but definitely not lesbian lorr..

and finally we need to separate with our own partner....and i remembered it's not easy to let go the past...marriage is  a really new chapter of life....it's totally a different world... i was afraid to face the new world and i was too sad to let go the life with my BFF.She's still my BFF until now and forever but once u get married...automatically your friendship life would change...u hv new responsibilities...new priorities...u barely can hangouts window shopping whole day..watching movie together...chatting about ur activities n gosipping all the time...truthfully i really didn't make those things with her since i get married...it's not a bad things..we're good in our new life but the episodes HIMYM hd really recall the past feelings that i had..

This letter she gave me after my wedding...that night i read this again and again and cant stop the falling tears...i love my husband more for sure...but i was a 'cling to the past' person back then..i was sad that i would no more live with the life anymore...that's why these 2 episodes make me cry... The past feeling was knowing that u would leave all those things and u have to step into a new world...

In this new world.. Definitely is the most exciting n wonderful journey in our life! We're now happy with our beloved husband n children but our friendship will never end..

i love her so much!
i really treasure this friendship ...i believe there is still a special spot in our tiny heart for each other eventhough most of the space conquered by our spouse and children..It is a wonderful gift from Allah..Alhamdulillah

Friendship Forever xoxoxox