Seandainya anda ada rm1 juta....

(Dh ade kt draft since 2012 hehe)

Since kid.. I always think about the answer...my answer were..

1. Rm100k nk tebus umah mak yg dicagar unt company

2. Rm400k unt setelkn hutang2 company

3.rm100k unt simpanan

4.rm100k unt derma

5. Balance diagihkn pada keluarga termasuk ank2 saudara.. Tp ikut level pangkat la amaunnye..

Tu pn rse cm xckp jgk sbb klo bleh nk kc kt family byk lg.. N sll brangan g family holiday semua org xpyh kuar duit.. Siap kc duit unt shopping lg...

Haa punye ksh syg xberbelah lg kt famili bcz famili yg plg rapat n plg penting knn..

Time tu xtau future cmne.. Cume fikir klo jdk student cemerlang.. Hrpn cerah la nk dpt kje bgs n rm1 juta cud be possible..cita2 tinggi la konon..ingat lg dlu cita2 cliche zmn bebudak nk jd scientist...ewahh ko ingt sng nk scientist?plg pnting ko ingt sonang scientist nk jd kayo?

But now the answer are different bcz u're already hv ur own small family n ini amanah utama..klo ade 1juta..

1.rm400k nk setelkn utang umah

2.rm200k nk bli 2 bijik kete bru unt hubby n aii at least slh satu kne ade bonet

3. Rm600k unt asb unt hubby, putri n i..

4. Rm100k zakat

5. Rm300k nk renovate umah.. Nk besarkn kwsan hall..dapo.. Nk bt bilik kucing dunding kaca n nk bt tmpat aliran udara n besarkn bilik kucing

Nmpknye lebih rm1 juta la kn...yg pntg xde utang.. Hubby bleh benti keje n fokus kucing atau kje bese2 je..atau meniaga char kuew tiau atau ns lemak...so bulan2 duit unt bli brg dapo..byr insurans,bil letrik n air, bil telefon, unifi,coway n smpnn sket unt g holiday at least sthn skali..so ckp kot klo dpt rm3 k sbln..

It seems u hv different perspective when u were child n when u hv grown up.. Kecik nk tlg adk bradik.. Besar nk tlg suami..cm tu la kot ank2 dara aku nt...fikir nk tolong somi msg2...xpela aslkn ank2 mama xlupa doakn mama n daddy k..

Bes kan brangan? Xyah smpi ke bulan pun...haha ;p 

Learn from a pencil..

Gud one..

HIMYM- Something Old & Something New

I love How I Met Your Mother series....been watching since 2008...from the first season until latest.. which is now would be the finale of the epic mystery of the mother!...hamboiihh...it's been like i was in their journey of life..watching from their first friendship n relationship n moving into new chapter of life..

I juz re-watch the last 2 episodes of the 8th season..Something Old and Something New....
These 2 episodes are very close to my heart...Ted Mosby is a very sentimental n value things n memories greatly..the exact point is remember the 'first thing'...example first thing bought...first muvi..first bla bla bla.which are the elements that I hv inside of me..

In these 2 episodes..they are moving into new life..Ted Mosby who is moving on too but still cling to the past...He hardly leave the memories made with his friends..as they will go with their own path after this...

I have a special BFF......Of course I hv made a lot of BFFs in my entire life...but this one is so special..we've been together since 2004 in UKM.... we're different type of person...different family background...different lifestyle..different mind but surprisingly stick together well...back then she is the type that not easy to get close and to get along but once u did...it's definitely worth it!

We've been through the hardship and the happiness together and not only in the university but still together in our working life...everything we did together...study sleep eat play watch shopping chatting working jogging...ape lg aktiviti semua ada..EVERYTHING together!in and out semua tau..n we were even working in the same company bt different department la...many memories made together...we're care n love to each other...n that is why..she is soooo special...she's more than a friend..more than a sister...it's MORE..nothing can describe this! but definitely not lesbian lorr..

and finally we need to separate with our own partner....and i remembered it's not easy to let go the past...marriage is  a really new chapter of life....it's totally a different world... i was afraid to face the new world and i was too sad to let go the life with my BFF.She's still my BFF until now and forever but once u get married...automatically your friendship life would change...u hv new responsibilities...new priorities...u barely can hangouts window shopping whole day..watching movie together...chatting about ur activities n gosipping all the time...truthfully i really didn't make those things with her since i get married...it's not a bad things..we're good in our new life but the episodes HIMYM hd really recall the past feelings that i had..

This letter she gave me after my wedding...that night i read this again and again and cant stop the falling tears...i love my husband more for sure...but i was a 'cling to the past' person back then..i was sad that i would no more live with the life anymore...that's why these 2 episodes make me cry... The past feeling was knowing that u would leave all those things and u have to step into a new world...

In this new world.. Definitely is the most exciting n wonderful journey in our life! We're now happy with our beloved husband n children but our friendship will never end..

i love her so much!
i really treasure this friendship ...i believe there is still a special spot in our tiny heart for each other eventhough most of the space conquered by our spouse and children..It is a wonderful gift from Allah..Alhamdulillah

Friendship Forever xoxoxox

D.I.A

Ya ALLAH..

syukur padaMu ciptakan DIA untukku..
jadikan DIA imam di dalam dan luar solatku..
jadikan DIA mengubah sikap dan peribadiku..
jadikan DIA sebagai bapa kepada ank2ku..


Tatkala ku gembira kerna DIA...ENGKAU terbitkan kesyukuran yg tak terhingga
Tatkala ku berduka kerna DIA...ENGKAU hapuskan kemarahan dan limpahkan kasih sayang
ENGKAU kurniakan nikmat cinta kepadaMU melalui DIA

Ya ALLAH..

Andai diberi pilihan untuk bercinta lagi..sudah pasti ku tetap memilih DIA
ENGKAU takdirkan aku dan DIA hidup bersama di dunia..
ENGKAU izinkanlah aku bertemu dengan DIA di syurga..

TERIMA KASIH YA ALLAH

3 months of life

5 april 2013 6.31pm safely delivered our long awaited princess Putri Dhia Safiyya

She's so cute n adorable ( sape nk puji klo x mak sndri ye dak)..n never stop surprises me with her perangai n development for every single day!

Xcaye ank aku comei? Nah amek gmbo2 dier nih!

Ahaha comei kn?kalah kak ton u...haruslah vain dgn ank sndri sbb diri sndri xbape comei kannn

In this 3 months...lot of smiles tears tired excited stress n mcm2 la emosi mak ni..papepun ultimate feeling mak ialah syukur n gmbira sgt3 dgn kehadiran princess dhia ni...adk kpd arwah Dhia Iman n Dhia Muslim... Mama syg dhia2 mama! Muahhh!!

Milestones 3 bulan dh pndai balas senyuman..dh kuar sore nk sembang..nmpak n nk main..leher pn dh kuat sket..

Mama harap Putri Dhia Saffiya sihat n pnjang umo n mmbesar ngn smpurna n cemerlang dunia akhirat..

Happy 3 months Safiyya!!!

our little princess in the womb!

baby 28minggu


alahai...ank mama daddy ni asek cebik2 mulut je...jgn kuat ngs cm mama suda..hehe

xsabanye nk jmpe baby secara live...only Allah knows how big is our hope to have this baby...setelah dugaan demi dugaan...kami sgt2 berharap baby sihat..bebas drp sebarang penyakit..comel..sempurna..beriman dan beramal..bijak dan rajin... dan panjang umur...

kali ni pregnant..dpt rase baby bergerak dlm rahim..subhanallah..

syukur sgt alhamdulillah krnMu Allah beri peluang kpdku merasainye di dlm rahim ku...dan berilah peluang kpd kami suami isteri mendidik dan membesarkan ank ini dan melihatnye berjaya...permudahkan dan selamatkanlah segala urusan kami dengan anak ini...aminn...

sygg sgt dhia saffiya dan abg2 dhia!muah!!!

12 februari 2013

syg...

terima kasih..

1. mnjadi suami yg baik dan bertanggungjawab selama 3 tahun ni..dan harap berkekalan selama2nye..
2. kc elaun kt sy bulan2 di smping itu mmbeli brg keperluan yg len..kasut..baju..coway...hehe
3. bawak sy jalan2 n drive kn unt sy...sy sian kt syg asek drive je...klo bleh sy mmg nk drive tp unt mengelakkan pergaduhan...sy mengeraskan ati unt xdrive..huhu...
4.kadang2 tlg sy msk...besnye blk dr klinik dgn perut yg sgt lapa...bby menendang2..msk umah ade haruman ayam masak merah..walla!
5.kc cuti msk kt sy!ajak mkn kt luar =)
6.take over kucing sebaik saje balik..sy mmg sgt3 suke main kucing..klo mndikan mlsnyerr...
7. segala2nye..terlalu byk..xtertulis...

sy minta maaf..

1. sy msh blum jadi isteri solehah...lmbt2kn solat..xbyk ibadat..masih degil..masih sktkn ati syg..huhu
2. sy msh xpndai msk...kdg2 jd..kdg2 x..kdg hangit..kdg2 mntah..kdg2 masin..kdg2 tawar..
3. sy msh xdpt bisnes yg konsisten...msh xdpt bntu kewangan kite..
4. sy kuat ngs kuat merengek n sensitif...ssh nk ubah...bkn sebahagian dr diri sy..tp itu lah diri sy...
5. ssh nk bgn awl pg..klo skali skala bleh la...
6. segala2nye...sy cube nk jadi yg sempurna tp sy msh buat kesilapan demi kesilapan...yg pastinye sy xbermaksud nk sakitkan ati syg...seboleh2nye nk jaga ati syg....maafkan sy...

sy harap...

1. Allah pnjangkan umo..sihatkan tubuh badan...murahkan rezeki..pnjangkan jodoh..kurniakan kebahagiaan...merahmati dan berkati hubungan kite suami istri...
2. Allah kurniakan zuriat yg beriman..sht sempurna..comel n bijak..
3. syg maafkan diri sy n terima sy seadanya..
4. perasaan syg antara kite become stronger n stronger..
5. sy dpt buat bisnes yg konsisten dan dapat bantu ringankan beban syg...
6. syg xmajok n marah sy...sy sedih sgt3 klo jdk cmtu..huhu...
7. sy dpt tgkatkan diri mnjadi insan dan istri yg cemerlang...

syg...sy sygg sgt3 kt syg...betul..sumpah...xtipu...
happy 3rd anniversary!
luv u so much!muahhhh!!