manja or mengade??

em sbnrnye sy mmg dh tau sy lebih mengade dr manja...dlm kebanyakan hal pn...sy mmg mengade..

tp kt sape lg sy nk ngade klo bkn dgn awk...xkn sy nk ngade ngn gedik2 ngn org len...dgn awk jela..sbb awk special sgt...awkla tmpt sy nk ngade..nk ngadu...nk merengek..nk berharap...nk bergntung..ape2 sy nk mtk tolong..mstila awk tmpt pertama...klo unt awk pn..sy mmg nk jd org pertama tolong awk...sume bnde sy nk awk share ngn sy...awk nk ngade ke..nk merengek ke..nk bergantung n berharap...mmg sy nk awk bt sume tu ngn sy only...

dlm kes ni..sy xrs sy mengade or manja..sy rs ia lebih kpd memerlukan...sgt memerlukan...sy mmg xtau n xterer n usaha cmne pn..mmg ssh nk pndai bab ni...i need u..really need u!...mst awk pn ade bab yg awk perlu bimbingan kuat dr org len..klo sy tolong awk..sy mst guide betul2...ckp elok2....sy xkn kc order je kasar2..suh setel sndri...that's not the way i guide people..n that's not the way i cn be guided..sbb sy slow...sgt slow....sy umpama org buta yg ade tongkat tp xreti pakai...umpama org yg xbuta huruf tp bace xfaham2....umpama org ade akal tp xreti pki..if u think it's just excuses...u r wrong because not all people as smart as u...

im hurt bcz u left me to do it myself...no matter the word is need or manja or mengade...i juz hope u accept me as the way i am...n forgive me..n luv me endlessly...n i know u hurt too...im sorry n i luv u so much...n me also will always accept u as the way u are...n will learn to be independence...

but i never cn stop being mengade!that's wat i need to complete the package of last malay women!huhu

luv u always..muahhh!