Saturday, February 12, 2011

happy 1st anniversary...

Alhamdulillah...today is my anniversary day..though only 1 year..a lot of bitter n sweet memories..huhu..klo 50 tahun camane la plak ek...ok..this entry specially for my beloved husband...

here it is...loooonggg love letter for u...(bace smbil pasang lgu without words sblh ni ye)

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Dear sayang…..
Happy 1st anniversary!!
Dah setahun kite hidup bersama as a cute husband n wife…hope it will be another  50-100 years  for us to live together..bak kate pepatah..’selagi hayat dikandung badan’…jap je mase berlalu…tahun 2010…byk bende yang berlaku hidup kite berdua …so sy nk kasi TOP 10 LIST 2010
1: menjadi suami isteri yg sah pd 12 februari 2010..
2: honeymoon kat sabah..1st time fly ke sane
3: getting pregnant!!woohoo
4:resign..yatta~~~
5:official full time desperate housewife..haha
6:1st raya as bini org…1st raya dgn tersayang..
7:Syg getting promoted..($$$$)
8:Moved to rumah sewa
9:Gave born to a lil cute baby boy!
10:Our baby boy had passed away…and our 3rd yr couple anniversary was hari pengebumian arwah…

The year was started with the happy event but end with the sad tragedy… the positive side is we have someone from heaven that waiting for us..is praying for  us..so considered happy ending jugak la…
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Syg,
Walopon org sll kate sian kt sy sll kene tinggal…tp sy xrs cmtu..sy rs bertuah sbb syg sll ada  unt sy xkire mase..even syg kt laut..syg still cari mase call sy..sms sy via skype..ym ngn sy…cuti pnjg unt sy…sblm bersalin sampai sy abis pntang....syg masih ade di sisi sy..saat2 penting sy nk bersalin dan saat kita kehilangan ank kite..syg still kuat dan same2 kasi sokongan kt sy......thank you cz u’re always be with me..be my side..and I hope that I wont last..
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Time awl2 pregnant dulu…sy sll demam…syg basahkan badan,ulang alik syg masuk toilet angkut air..tdo pn xlena…ingt satu aritu syg kene g Thailand..pastu syg msg bos xnk g thai nk jg sy..terharu sy ..tp sian kt syg g keje ngn ati yg xsng..huhu..pastu tiap ari syg dgn sabarnye sapu param ngn pakaikan bengkung unt sy dlm pntang..sy tau skt pinggang woo..tp syg ttp buat ngan ikhlas...thank you for taking care of me..u'r sooo sweet....
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Syg is the best househusband …klo bab2 umah ni dr keje2 pompuan hinggala keje2 laki sume syg buat...klo sy masak..syg mst dtg tolong masak jgk…kdg2 ble sy masak..syg tlg sapu smpah..kms2 umah…klo sy xlarat nk masak,syg yg akan masak….time pntang…syg masak tiap ari lauk unt sy…syg sidai kain..syg buang sampah…any technical things in house syg setelkan…including bab tanam menanaM…thank you syg cz always give ur best to me..always be around when im in need..
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Syg seorang pendengar dan pemujuk yg baik…sy mmg sll mengadu domba..ske merengek..ske menangis…syg ngn sabar dgr sy..layan sy merengek..pujuk sy ble ngs..(ngs sll sbb syg..mmg pttla syg yg pjk kn..hehe)…time las trimester pregnant sy sll terjaga mlm..syg akn bangun  tepuk2 sy ngn peluk sy suruh tdo..kdg2 byk kali syg bgn mlm unt comfortkan sy….thank you syg cz always be the good listener and always make me feel good…
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Saya paling takut n sedih ble syg merajok..syg akan baring masuk bilik..xnk cakap ngn sy..xnk pndang sy..pastu sy pujuk cane pn syg xmo layan smpai syg tertdo..sy sygg sgt kt syg..sy klo bleh nk jg ati syg…xnk syg sedih..xnk syg marah..xnk lukakan ati syg wp sikit..tp sy manusia biasa..mst ade buat salah..(malah sll buat)..tp syg kene tau sy xsengaja..btl3 xsengaja…sy mtk maaf sbb sll buat syg marah ngn majok…bile sy mtk maaf..syg mst jwb syg sll maafkan sy…..sy rs lege sgt..(lehla buat lg kn..hihi)…thank you for always forgive me..dlm setahun ni..sy dh tau pe yg sy xptt buat…
1.       Klo syg tgh tdo-jgn ckp kt telefon sblh syg,jgn peluk syg/sentuh syg..pendek kate jgn kco syg tdo la
2.       Jgn pakai baju ketat2..tudung pendek2..
3.       Fikir dulu sblm buat sst
4.       Jgn asek merungut
5.       Jgn membazir duit..bli brg2 yg xperlu..
Tu antaranya yg sy ingat bt mase ni..sbnrnye mstla byk lg..sy akn cube xulang lg k..tp xjaminla bende tu terjadi lg…
Kalo ade award unt suami mithali..sy nk dedicate award tu unt syg..org kate kawen ni ikut nasib..klo dpt suami baik Alhamdulillah..klo dpt yg xbaik..sabar jela..huhu..alhamdulillah sy  bernasib baik…sy dpt suami hensem, kaya,rajin,penyayang,bertanggungjawab and the list goes on….i dun know what good that I’ve done that Allah give u in my life..syukur sgt… tp syg penah kate..syg unlucky sbb dpt sy=(…yeah I know..im not pretty..im not rich.. I dunno hw to cook and do house chores....huhu…though I realized how imperfect I am…but don’t want to lose u..(yeah..im quite selfish la kn…)..im sory because make u feel unlucky to have me…what can I do is to improve myself to make u feel that u’r lucky…and I hope that u can see that..u can see my sincerity….
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Syg…I love u so much…love u to end of my life…luv u eternally..luv u unconditionally…..sy harap Allah pnjangkan jodoh kite bkn sahaja di dunia malah hingga ke syurga..semoga Allah kurniakan zuriat yg sihat..murahkan rezeki…rahmati dan berkati hubungan kite…selamatkan kite dr api neraka…dan tetapkan kita berdua ke syurgaNya spt ank kite..

Happy anniversary syg…



Luv..
isterimu         

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Glee- I Want To Hold Your Hand



....jiwang mode....

dear sayang...

sayang...

i know right now u'r struggling working...u've worked hard to earn money for us to have a better life..but i juz stay here..relax..do nothing....but my mind always thinking about u..pray for ur health..safety...ur work..if u were only knew..how much i want to help u....how much i want to be with u..how much i miss u right now...

.....i luv u sayang...

mission possible

today...i did accomplished my mission to mengerjakan umah..

1. vacum satu umah using rainbow vacum yg sgt gabak itu..sakit pinggang eden
2.mop umah
3.cuci peti ais
4.cuci taik2 ikan dlm akuarium

cume bbrp bende je xdisetelkan...akan diteruskan pasni..anyway..big clap for me..good job so far..xhingat nk mkn pn..leh kurus ni..btw,smlm my mom smbung pasal isu can see diaphragm when laid down (previous entry)..time tu i was laying down while watching tv..then she said 'klo gemuk baring pn xnmpak tulang'..demm...she was meaner than me ok...mmg  dh faham sgt, since before we will start gado2 after 3 days...tp aku dh insafla..xmo gado2 ngn mak lg..nk jg mak leklok..so..sabarkan jela watever she wants
to say to me (dgn penuh kepasrahan)...but why mama always want to mention about fatness...are u wan to challenge me or wat?...a-ha CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!..see la one day i will be so curvy,beautiful and successful..(ntah ble la tu..haha)...ok..nk smbg next misson..adiosa...