Love Story***cRyInG***

Today i browsed through blogs to get an idea for my anniversary love letter..(hikhiks)...i found this blog..the entry very touching woo..okla...ni version kopikat love story tu..huhu...

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There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl.

This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.

Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...

Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company ...

You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.

With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained,she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted
her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her gain...he can take some of those back with him...

Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever. The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again.........hope you understand.

Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.


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Aha..seday x?hukhuk....sy sygg syg sy...crying lg....

ombak rindu ^_^

br tgk cite ombak rindu kt astro first..papepun..novel lg bes la..as usual....

lgu ni dedicate unt buah ati yg sll berada di lautan..

syg...klo nmpk ombak tu mksudnye sy rindu syg ler..hehe..

sygg awk!

manja or mengade??

em sbnrnye sy mmg dh tau sy lebih mengade dr manja...dlm kebanyakan hal pn...sy mmg mengade..

tp kt sape lg sy nk ngade klo bkn dgn awk...xkn sy nk ngade ngn gedik2 ngn org len...dgn awk jela..sbb awk special sgt...awkla tmpt sy nk ngade..nk ngadu...nk merengek..nk berharap...nk bergntung..ape2 sy nk mtk tolong..mstila awk tmpt pertama...klo unt awk pn..sy mmg nk jd org pertama tolong awk...sume bnde sy nk awk share ngn sy...awk nk ngade ke..nk merengek ke..nk bergantung n berharap...mmg sy nk awk bt sume tu ngn sy only...

dlm kes ni..sy xrs sy mengade or manja..sy rs ia lebih kpd memerlukan...sgt memerlukan...sy mmg xtau n xterer n usaha cmne pn..mmg ssh nk pndai bab ni...i need u..really need u!...mst awk pn ade bab yg awk perlu bimbingan kuat dr org len..klo sy tolong awk..sy mst guide betul2...ckp elok2....sy xkn kc order je kasar2..suh setel sndri...that's not the way i guide people..n that's not the way i cn be guided..sbb sy slow...sgt slow....sy umpama org buta yg ade tongkat tp xreti pakai...umpama org yg xbuta huruf tp bace xfaham2....umpama org ade akal tp xreti pki..if u think it's just excuses...u r wrong because not all people as smart as u...

im hurt bcz u left me to do it myself...no matter the word is need or manja or mengade...i juz hope u accept me as the way i am...n forgive me..n luv me endlessly...n i know u hurt too...im sorry n i luv u so much...n me also will always accept u as the way u are...n will learn to be independence...

but i never cn stop being mengade!that's wat i need to complete the package of last malay women!huhu

luv u always..muahhh!

welcome 2012 n goodbye 2011!!

goodbye 2011...no achievements and improvements....but  much challenges..

another sad tragedy happened as a close of 2011....

27 dec 2011, 9.45am...selamat melahirkan adik iman,muhammad dhia muslim 565g,32cm long,22cm head circ.

adik iman lahir meninggal dunia after tragical episodes of labor...huhu serik mama...

kne sumbat 9 tablets of induce medicine in 4 days...2 packet induce solution for 2 days...bleeding since day 2..xtahan sakit las2 cucuk epidural..msbbkan sakit pinggang la plak skrg ni...akhirnye selamat lahirkan bb mama n daddy yg comel ni..n kehilangan drh around 800cc after labor. kene blood tranfusion....however.sgt3 bersyukur semuanya selamat...semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa2 mama di saat melalui kesakitan since day 2.. n alhamdulillah skrg leh jalan n xsakit sms pntang..(sib bek xoperate)...semoga apa yg terjadi adalah yg terbaik....alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah....

mama syg sgt kt muslim....so much!..so that i hv to let u go...i treasured every moment when u were in my womb since last 6 months...u are another diamonds in my heart..that always shines n remains....i luv both of u..iman n muslim....ank2 mama dh hepi..tgh main2 kt syurga....jgn lupa doakan mama n daddy k..

2011...long journey..
kebanyakan masa pegi hospital..discover the mysterious of family inherited diseases...
melayan n tgk ank buah arissa membesar...
planning for new home...
another 1 year of wonderful marriage life with my love hubby..

this journey..makes me stronger n stronger...alhamdulillah..semoga Allah memberkati apa yg sudah berlalu..n merahmati apa yg mendatang...

welcome 2012...

new year resolution;

1. nk turunkan berat kpd 55kg

as usual la..ni kn resolution wajib tiap2 tahun

2. nk berkecimpung n berjaya dlm bisnes..

hehe..mls dh nk cari keje...

3. nk jadi anak yg baik...

im not a good daughter..we always hd fight..myb because im not that patient...so i want to be more patient this year...listen u...take care of u...take care of ur heart..try to fulfill ur wishes...mak ske g pasar malam...nt kite sll g ek...semoga Allah pnjgkan umurku n mak..spy leh jg mak sebaik mungkin...xnk menyesal kemudian ari...n nak mak rs hepi mengandungkan ank ni...sygg mak...im sorry i always forget to be a good daughter..but deep down in my heart..i love u so much..n thank u for being the best ever mother!

4. nk jadi isteri  yg baik n produktif...

ha..bkn produktif hasilkan ank jer...produktif making money..semoga Allah mudahkan urusan...thank you syg for being the best ever husband....thank u cz u never tired to support me financial,emotional,physical n many2 more...thank u for always be with me..together we go through this life...together we survive...together we'll be stronger..luv u so much syg...

Ya Allah...

Engkau jadikanla tahun baru ini adalah yg lebih baik dr tahun2 yg lepas..Engkau pnjangkan usiaku,keluargaku dan rakan2ku...jadikanlah usia yg Engkau berikan ini bermanfaat..kurniakanlah kesihatan tubuh badan kepada kami..sembuhkanlah segala penyakit yg ada...jauhkanlah penyakit lain drp dtg....lindungilah dan peliharalah kami dr bencana dan musibah, gangguan syaitan, kejahatan manusia dan kekejaman dunia..jauhkanlah manusia yg zalim dan jahat drp hidup kami....murahkanlah dan limpahkanlah rezeki kpd kami..berikanlah kami rezeki yg halal dan berkatkanlah rezeki yg Enkau berikan...rahmatilah kehidupan kami dan limpahkanlah kasih sayangMu sepanjang hidup ini...

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin...