hepi bufday anakku...

today is the 1st year bufday arwah Muhammad Dhia Iman...

iman,

happy bufday syg...it's been a year but it seems like yesterday i saw u...
mama and daddy always luv u...

mama ingt lg first day mama tgk iman...sebak tgk iman nafas gune mesin...dada iman detak kuat sgt sbb mesin tu...mama pegang tgn iman....mama nk sgt cium iman...tp mama tkt iman kene jgkitan...mama nk sgt peluk iman...tp mmg xbleh...

9 ari mama tgk iman...mama mmg xsanggup...mama rs nk ganti tmpt iman...biar mama yg rs...jgnla iman kne lalui sume tu..iman kecik lg...iman xbleh kctau klo iman skt..iman xbleh tepis nurse tu..iman xbleh marah2 doktor cucuk2 iman...im sory syg...if only i could save u...

ari las iman...mama tgk iman dr jauh je..mama nk dekat doktor2 sibuk dekat iman...iman pn bukak mate time tu...mate iman cntik...cntik sgt...ikt sape ek?ikt mama ke ikt daddy?huhu...ptg tu mama dtg pn xdpt tgk iman dr dekat..tp iman tau kn mama ngn daddy dtg....klo mama tau iman nk pergi aritu..mama akn tgu seharian kt hospital..mama nk teman iman..mama xksh xmkn pn xpe..mama nk bersama saat2 akhir dgn iman...malangnye mama xbuat sume tu..im sory syg...

terima kasih iman...sbb dpt jumpe mama walaupun 9 ari...skrg ank mama dh bahagia kt syurga..tolong doakan mama n daddy selamat...trus dpt masuk syurga..leh kite jmpe...

mama ni xkuat ibadat..kdg2 ingat mama ngaji..solat sunat...kdg2 mama lupe..mama lalai...mama tkt nk mati sbb mama xckp amalan..tp smpi bile nk tkt je tp xbuat amalan kn?bile mama teringat kt iman...mama mst rs insaf...mama trus berazam unt beribadah dgn lebih kuat..spy mama leh jumpe iman...tp sllnye mama lalai..huhu...apela mama ni kn...iman tlg doakan unt mama ye...spy Allah sntiasa beri hidayah pd mama n daddy unt sentiasa beribadat dan selamat dr seksaNya...

iman...adik iman pn sakit mcm iman...skrg die dh 22minggu dlm perut...mama n daddy xnk die lalui mcm iman...sakit ati mama tgk iman terseksa..huhu...smg Allah tentukan yg terbaik unt adik iman,mama n daddy n masa depan kami...aminn...

iman..iman sntiasa jd ank kesayangan mama n daddy...u will always remain to be in our hearts n memory...luv u iman...luv u so much....

hepi bufday anakku....

somebody save me!!

dh lama xupdate blog..mcm2 dh jadik..huhu..

bermula ngn ramadan yg indah...1st aug..bufday bff tersayang..HEPI BUFDAY rin!!..muahh muahh...
dh branak dh pn die 22rd aug kot..

ayra dh 2 bln kot

pastu..dlm bln ramadan ni la...dpt tau...i am pregnant again!!!alhamdulillah..hepinyerr.

pastu of coz la raya..tp raya kali ni special sbb bufday hubby...

HEPI BUFDAY SYG!!muahh muahh muahh..love kiss hugs!!

luv u so much syg!

pastu bermula episod g spital setiap mgu...huhu...

mule2 g kuarkan cord blood dr stemlife..

pastu g kc darah unt dna n contamination kt cord blood..cord blood tu unt amek dna iman..
pastu dihantar ke uk lab unt cek pykit..

g detail scan..bb cm sht2 aje

kemudian sorg lg mbe branak...TAHNIAH SHA!!

dhia n ayra

pastu result kuar bb iman confirm MTM1 and i am the carrier..

pastu..buat cvs,amek sample uri to get dna 2nd baby...

masih buat detail scan...

and after raya haji dpt reesult smlm...

hemizygous mtm1...bermakna baby boy n affected wit mtm1...

tp dlm scan die nmpak sht jek..huhu...

so?ape strsnye?

CRYING***

im a big fat lazy brat~~~

sy sgt mls!!!

today..im not productive at all!demmit....

there's a lot of things need to do before ramadan

1. jual buku2 rujukan
2. setelkan roadtax
3. vakum umah this week
4. clean-up gardens..bersihkan daun2 kering
5. ironing clothes
6. studi solat tarawikh..nk jemaah kt umah
7. prepare menu for buka puasa
8. apply jobs
9. jahit baju kurung arissa
10.buat cili mesin-3 days cook without chili-tomyam,kari,singgang

and the list is never ending....

and yet today..i did nothing...except do laundry....

eventhough im a housewife..if i do not settle things today..i can do tomorrow...and tomorrow..and tomorrow..as long as the tomorrow n i never dies.....but i hate delaying the jobs..i hate being lazy..i hate being not productive!i hate myself so much...

but then again...i dun think i wanna do anything after this until end of this day  =p

dem big fat lazy brat~~

THE PRECIOUS CARDs part 1-life isn't that easy...

After berbulan x g umah sister nun jauh di gombak..akhirnye berpijak jualah ke rumahnye arini...dan after bertahun2 menyimpan buku2 kt umahnye...akhirnye setel clearkn jualah arini..em byk mission dh accomplished ni...

Anyway...this sister give me a lot of inspiration,motivation and gratefulness(wujud ke perkataan ni..hehe)...die bersuami..tp spt ibu tunggal....gaji kurang dr seribu...tp kne tanggung mkn minum,perubatan,duit myk,public transport n semua keperluan ank dan umah..

tiap pg pas siap2 nk pegi keje..galas handbag..galas beg anak..dukung anak (ank die dh bleh jalan..tp asek nk dukung je sbb mnja la katakan)...berjalan la kaki ke umah pengasuh...jaraknye umpama the curve g one utama gune jln shortcut....dh anta anak..g jalan ke stesen bas,tgu bas nk g keje.....pas kol 5,tgu bas unt balik umah plak....smpi umah pengasuh..tgu husben amek..klo xde (sllnye xde)..jalan la kaki balik umah....pastu uruskan umah..msk,basuh baju,sidai kain,lipat kain..uruskan ank....anknye plak ade elergik n mslh lain..kene tanggung perubatan n kne bli susu mahal...asek kne berulang masuk hospital sbb asma agk kritikal..all she did by herself..she's even jual mcm2 bnde to earn extra income...ade lesen and hv 2 cars...tp satu pn husben die xkc bawak..padahal satu kete tu,my sister paid until habis loan..

and today..she said..she is struggling to sell corset and kain baju raya to buy a car for herself....and i know when have a car..higher expenses..because u need to pay car loan,petrol,tol,maintainance service n many2 more!me myself pn mmg more than 1/3 of salary kt kete jek...but she's very motivated..she said...'xpe..insyaAllah adela rezeki tu nk byr semua....'..and she said there's 1 day,she's only hv rm2...ckp unt tmbg bs je...dunno how to buy food for her son...but suddenly ade sorg mbe die tetibe kc duit...nk byr duit utang bju....

yg penting die kene rajin cari  duit..pastu klo ade kemampuan tolong org len..insyaAllah ble ssh..ade org nk tlg balik...tabahnye my sister ni...and i know im not as strong as her...and i am very2 grateful with my life...life isn't that easy....my hubby struggling to find money....but me..just stay at home...my degree just kept in a box in storeroom (rs cm diri ni sm cm my sister's husben jek)...tp langit xsll cerah...skrg ni cm sng sket..mkn pakai ckp.....so skrg ni kenela rajin...menyediakan payung sblm hujan....ye..sy msti berusaha cari duit tolong hubby!!BERUSAHA!!!CAYOKK!!(dr dlu kte nk tlg...tp xtlg2 pn..tlg sshkn lg ade)

em baru2 ni adela rajin mngemas kad2 unt diletakkan dlm album (dpt idea ni dr mama erin)...so jmpela kad ni..rsnye the only card from my hubby...hubby i ni romantik sbnrnye...tp care romantik die xkc byk kad..die show love je trus.n klo adiah..adiah besa2 jek..(hehe cyg awk)...but ade satu kali ni before ktorg kawen..he gave me a small adiah n a small card....so sweet...

'aku terima nikahnye...'

small gift bt still the beri2 ws expensive..

Dear syg....

thank you for everything....
u're not only giving me love...but also materials (sy bkn materialistik..btll..xtipu..)..and give me everything u could offer...life isn't that easy...but u always make it easier  for me....i know how hard and how difficult u have to work in order to give me the most comfort life with u...i dun want to be only parasites...i really3 want to live simbiosis wit u....(bt right now i hv no idea what im suppose to do..)...and again and it wont last...i luv u so much.....

ni gmba2 kite kt mrsm dulu..satu kelas..satu homeroom...tp penah ckp skali jek....xsangke pstu leh jadik suami isteri lak...

homeroom zanariah..comot je sy dulu2(skrg pon)..sbb tu syg xmau tego kot..

my precious love!!!

SINGER..menawan keluarga bahagia...haha

2 weeks ago.. a beautiful charming women went out for window shopping with her sister and mother at jayajusco taman equine.....suddenly, there was a singer sewing machine dropped down from the sky in front of her...she was shocked..but it's in her wish list....she wish to have a sewing machine to become...SUPERR LANGSIRR MAKER in Malaysia...so it's like a dream come true..and Allah answered her wish...however..there was a price tag...she need to buy the machine at rm699..hahaha...then she bought la that machine...

inila die mesin jht tu..ade 7 jahitan..pastu ade free gift

dlm paper bag ade umobile simcard&credit rm8,ade plastik,minyak  mesin ngn ape tah..cm tweezer..xkn nk cbt bulu kening lak kn..huhu

dlm plastik ade bnde2 ni..hehe

ada cd ajar nk pasang ngn jht cane..ade manual book ngn sarung mesin

jeng jeng..inila rupe mesinnye..

ade lg brg complement...

inila brg2 yg dlm plastik tu..ade tapak nk buat keliling butang yg kaler putih tu

my 1st attempt gune mesin jahit..jahit poket sluar yg koyak...

gune mesin pn xreti nk jht lurus gk..huhu

tetibe smngt lak nk menjahit tgn...so p la jahit baju hubby..taraaa....

jht kt bahagian leher...buruk kn..klo jauh xnmpak sgt kot..hehe

 pastu g jht sluar jean hubby yg berlubang2 di bontot..sian kt hubby pki suar koyak2..tp xpe..standardla pakai sluar jean ni koyak2..rock fashion la katekan..tp yg kt buntut mmg kne jht la sbb nk solat..bahagian len tu bior jela...baru la rawkk!!

bahagian len yg koyak tu halal jela...

cangkuk baju kurung

cangkuk suar hubby dh tercabut..sian kt hubby kene pakai tali pinggang...so p kedai xjmpe cangkuk sluar..so amek jela cangkuk kain baju kurung..asalkan cangkuk kn...hehe..plg ptg xyah dh pki tali pinggang..haha...

i love my current job..dl xpeduli sal msk..jht..n mnnam...so adela sket skrg ni nk blaja sal kemahiran hidup...besnye klo leh trus stay in this current job...bt what to do..life must goes on..kne stat gk keje mkn gj..huhu..yoo rawkk!!!

how to add mp3 file to ur blog...

em sng jek...g www.opendrive.com...
pastu register...then upload mp3 dr pc....
pastu right click..pilih links...
kt situ dh ade embeded code unt lgu tu...
copy embed code tu..g blog-new post..amek edit HTML,paste...

klo nk tulis pape..g kt compose...so inilah hasilnye...






cer cube try....

hehe

shopping..shopping..shopping...

lame sgt xshopping2 & window shopping...so smlm, mak,kakak,adk & i went to shoping2 at tesco and ikea..n also dating wit mama buyong khyryna time lunch....yeay!!..oleh krn hubby xde kt darat...so nk share ngn hubby apakah yg dibeli dgn duit die..hehe...(amek gmba gune nset adk..wp xsebest sony,tp msh leh nmpk  gk objeknye..huhu)

dear syg..

1st thing 1st, bli japanese table...mmg dh ade and tak perlu..tp harge die rm8.90!..sblm ni rm14.90...xtahan..nk bli jugak..n dh bli dh pn...

2nd...bli bntal kecik..harge rm6.90/seketul...murah ni...wp xsedap sgt tp yg pntg murah n coraknye modern n kotemperori(btl ke x sy eja ni)...next time klo de duit lebih..nk bli yg cotton nye kt ikea ye syg...

pastu bli kotak tisu...besa punye..ade 4 kotak..5hinggit je..satu kotak bru singgit lebih...xtahan..bli jugak...

kemudian bli beras...aritu kite bli beras ni harge rm28.99 kn?yg ni rm22.90 je syg..jimat byk ni...tp sy bli satu bungkus jek...

pastu pampers petpet 80keping baru 29.90..sgt murah la berbanding ngn huggies apatah lg mamypoko...tp xdela gmba pet2..tu knor punye..cume sy bli air uht dutchlady 1liter,4 kotak rm15...klo x harge asal sekotak 4.85...so klo 4 dh 19.40...so dh jimat hmpir rm5 di situ...pastu bli gk air kotak soya yg murah...

ni antara brg yg sy bli..yg len2 tu hrga biasa je cm gula..oh ye...tepung gandum pn murah..rm1.99 je..klo x sll 2ringgit lebih kn...so sy bli 2 bungkus...

pas shopping kt tesco...parking dh byr free..so tkr parking g ikea lak...makan meatball bersama tetamu jemputan...mama buyong khyryna....mkn2 sane..pastu jalan2 pusing kt showroom..adela bbrp bnde yg sy berkenan..antaranye..kapet unt meja mkn kite nt..

syg ske yg mane?yg satu tu..kasar sket,yg lg satu cm kain...kapet kt meja makan xbleh la letak yg gebu2..syg la plak kn..so kite pilih antara material cmni la...pastu ade table bed...nt sy dlm pntg xyahla g meja mkn..mkn kt katil je..pastu..meja ni ade roda..leh ubah2..hehe..siap ade 2 kaler lg..putih ngn oren..

pastu divider ni..cm cool je...

pastu yg plg kiut dapur kecik ni unt ank kite nt...gune induction cooker..xbahaya sgt die nk masak...so kite masak kt dpr besa..die masak kt dapur kecik..tgi dpur ni sesuai unt umo 4 tahun ke atas..pasni ank kite leh la jd malaysia junior mastershef..ceewahh...

pastu g tgkat bawah..ade gk bbrp brg yg sy bli..hehe...

sgt comel..xtahan..murah je syg..dun wory..

tupperware ni ade 5, rm10 jek..leh masuk microwave..bile la microwave ni nk smpi?..

ni pn murah gk..leh la potong buah ala2 cm 5 rencah 5 rasa..hehe

pastu ni mak yg nk bli..mak yg bayar la..sbb mak kate tmpt letak pinggan kayu tu dh berkulat...

smpai2 umah,mak trus letak kt sinki n letak kayu tu tepi tong sampah...

sian kt die..dh la byk berjasa...

pastu kepala paip loose..dh xbleh diselamatkan..kene letak spana

bakal terkorban jua...

spana kt situ unt bukak ttp air..

so akibatnye..mlsla nk basuh pinggan mgkuk...

semoga sy berjaya install kepala paip nt..huhu...

sekian saje..terima kasih syg sbb kc duit unt sy shopping2..hehe

venci!venci!

 *adakah entry ni disbbkan tgh PMS?*

VENCI!pasar mlm putrajaya! xskeee.....da la mahal gilak...ayam sekilo dh rm7.50..ikan 6 ekor jek dh rm30 lebih.....sayor apatah lg..ikan tenggiri half sekilo rm30...kt psr borong baru 18-20....mahal gilak2...da la kt p.jy ni keje kerajaan..yg p letak hrga mahal2 tu nape?venci..venci..

anyway..disbbkan lauk kt umah dh abis...terpaksela p bli wp hti penuh kevencian trhadap psar malam disni....smlm dh bli bahan2 mentah yg mahal tu..g la cari nasi ayam cz arini xmasak xde lauk...
ade satu gerai ni xbyk org..sian la plak..g la sane...kt poster die tulis nasi ayam ngn nasi tomato rm4...
pastu pilihla 4 bungkus...2 nasi tomato n 2 nasi ayam..make terhegeh2 la insan ini mmbungkus nasi tu..amek mase adela dlm 10 minit..da la xde cstomer len....

pastu tetibe kate hrge rm24..aikkk?bile tny bkn rm4 ke?

pastu jawabnye 'ni ayam dare,rm6...nmpak ade beza kn?harga pn beza la...'..siap bt muka kerek lg
tp yg aku amek tu 2 je yg ayam dare...so aku jawab balik...

'sy amek 2 je ayam dare..so 12+8 bape?'..nada pn dh agak tinggi ..(emo tibe2)
.tetibe dtg la sorg kwn  die ni tny apehal..die cmfirmkn harge rm20...pastu minta maaf...yg org yg salah tu dh xmo pndang muke aku...isk venci tol...

pastu jalan..adk sy kate garangnye kyg....hah klo xgarang..free2 bayar extra rm4!!bleh dpt lg satu nsi tomato..hampeh!!..

balik umah...nasi xdela sedap pn..(sdp lg aku buat..)..pastu sket gile...adela suku senduk nasi kot...
dgn ini aku mengisytiharkan boikot gerai tu!

Friday! song for today....

syg...make a baby in my belly...

huhu...juz now i received sms from my close fren..

'nabila nak dpt adik lg'....

xlame pastu..ade lg strange no sms, she is my fren at kmpung gak...said this is her new no..skrg dlm pntang kt kmpung unt ank kedua...

OMG..

ape sume ni..berturut2 sms nk kctau dpt ank baru...

pastu bukak fb..a few frens post sal tgh suffer morning sickness...

pastu got a call from a fren..also mention about her morning sickness.

demmit...huhu....

i miss the moment of having a baby in my belly...

syg..make a baby in my belly!

        *definitely not mine.. i wish..*

dead fish..dead me...

las nite...another guppy was dying....bile die renang kepala ke ats,ekor bawah..pastu jatuh ke dasar akuarium..mengiring..ulang2 die jatuh jugak...i was freak out...cpt2 kuarkan die..letak garam..kc baby shrimp as emergency energy..klo bleh kc CPR, mmg dh kc kt die...harap sgt die terus hidup...

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in my tots, bela ikan ni sng je..i dun really like fish bt i have a few general knowledge bout fish

1. jgn kc byk sgt mknn kt ikan..kc mkn 2 kali sehari pn dh ckp
2. ikn xmakan 3 ari pn leh idup
3. klo gune tap water..kne letak antiklorin..

klo nk iktkn my tot ni,sng je nk jg ikan...but over last 1 month, i learnt it's not as easy as i tot....walopon kc mkn ikan 4kali sehari sbnrnye xckp sbb nt ikan kurus...and xbleh kc byk sgt mknn nt leh mati jugak..pastu kne tkr air at least 2 times a week...tp xbleh tkr sume..nt ikan xbleh adapt..kne tkr 80% je....tp kne makesure air xkotor jugak...it seems like easy job but i dunno to determine all this...i really2 dunno..hw much is too much food...how few food that cn make it skinny...how much to change water to makesure the water is clean and make the fish adapt with new water...huhu...

las jan, my hubby bought 2 pairs of red gupp..(gud DNA tau)...me as a fulltime housewife had honored to take huge responsibility to take care of his beloved guppy when he was away...but sadly, when he came back..the guppy was died, the fry also gone and others were skinny...i know how hurt he felt, he put high hope to me...to live up his hobby...to take care of his guppy...to see the fry...im sooo sory syg..i didnt mean to hurt u..i didn't expect that i need to give 100% attention to them..i admit i didnt watch them as much as u did...ckp mase kc mkn...pastu cek dh beranak ke blum..buang taik every 2 days..and change water sekali..to pn half tank je..i tot that was good enuf...but it wasnt..the beautiful guppy and the fry died....i felt guilty..really bad....i want to appreciate and promise to do the best for the 2nd chance...

this time around, i did give 100% attention to the fish....the guppy is my priority over arissa and other things in house...i give gud and various food..sometime give flakes,sometimes multivit..sometime cacing..2times a day give baby shrimp...i clean taik2 everyday...change 80% water in tank every 2-4 days...watch them most of the time...chat with them...celik2 mate trus tgk ikan...kdg2 xbreakfast pn..i give all my hearts...

unfortunately las wed, i lost 1 ribbon guppy..and las nite....one was dying..i pray that she could survive..pas solat..mngs2 berdoa die terus hidup...this is the first time i pray for animal...btpe dasatnye...myb half of the action because of i dun want to hurt my hubby again..and half of it because of my pride..it should be an easy job..i always scold my niece because she is very pathetic when to do easy math questions, but i am the one who is pathetic...why the guppy died one by one?is it too much of food?too frequent changing water?is it because of infection?is it because she miss my hubby so much? (logik ke? if it's true..jelesla sy..mne bleh rindu syg sy lebih2)....my life was miserable las nite..ngs2 smpai tertdo..kol 5 pg tgk2 the guppy and a snail died....i hope that she also pray for me because i was being so nice to her and pray hard for her to live....i felt like giving up....i felt like my hubby shouldnt rear guppy anymore..he shouldnt depend on his pathetic wife...

but today i realized that i shouldnt give up..shouldnt die like the fish....i should learn and improve..should give more love...should prove that i can like fish...i can like anything..learn..learn..learn..huhu....i found this website about guppy...
http://english.myguppy.net/forumdisplay.php?fid=5&page=1
a lot of other website..i need to study study study...rs nk je beli pH parameter ngn antiklorin..huhu...

dear guppy,

please stay strong..u will get the best of me..pleaseee...

happy 1st anniversary...

Alhamdulillah...today is my anniversary day..though only 1 year..a lot of bitter n sweet memories..huhu..klo 50 tahun camane la plak ek...ok..this entry specially for my beloved husband...

here it is...loooonggg love letter for u...(bace smbil pasang lgu without words sblh ni ye)

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Dear sayang…..

Happy 1^st anniversary!!

Dah setahun kite hidup bersama as a cute husband n wife…hope it will be another  50-100 years  for us to live together..bak kate pepatah..’selagi hayat dikandung badan’…jap je mase berlalu…tahun 2010…byk bende yang berlaku hidup kite berdua …so sy nk kasi TOP 10 LIST 2010

1: menjadi suami isteri yg sah pd 12 februari 2010..

2: honeymoon kat sabah..1^st time fly ke sane

3: getting pregnant!!woohoo

4:resign..yatta~~~

5:official full time desperate housewife..haha

6:1^st raya as bini org…1^st raya dgn tersayang..

7:Syg getting promoted..($$$$)

8:Moved to rumah sewa

9:Gave born to a lil cute baby boy!

10:Our baby boy had passed away…and our 3^rd yr couple anniversary was hari pengebumian arwah…

The year was started with the happy event but end with the sad tragedy… the positive side is we have someone from heaven that waiting for us..is praying for  us..so considered happy ending jugak la…

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Syg,

Walopon org sll kate sian kt sy sll kene tinggal…tp sy xrs cmtu..sy rs bertuah sbb syg sll ada  unt sy xkire mase..even syg kt laut..syg still cari mase call sy..sms sy via skype..ym ngn sy…cuti pnjg unt sy…sblm bersalin sampai sy abis pntang....syg masih ade di sisi sy..saat2 penting sy nk bersalin dan saat kita kehilangan ank kite..syg still kuat dan same2 kasi sokongan kt sy......thank you cz u’re always be with me..be my side..and I hope that I wont last..

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Time awl2 pregnant dulu…sy sll demam…syg basahkan badan,ulang alik syg masuk toilet angkut air..tdo pn xlena…ingt satu aritu syg kene g Thailand..pastu syg msg bos xnk g thai nk jg sy..terharu sy ..tp sian kt syg g keje ngn ati yg xsng..huhu..pastu tiap ari syg dgn sabarnye sapu param ngn pakaikan bengkung unt sy dlm pntang..sy tau skt pinggang woo..tp syg ttp buat ngan ikhlas...thank you for taking care of me..u'r sooo sweet....

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Syg is the best househusband …klo bab2 umah ni dr keje2 pompuan hinggala keje2 laki sume syg buat...klo sy masak..syg mst dtg tolong masak jgk…kdg2 ble sy masak..syg tlg sapu smpah..kms2 umah…klo sy xlarat nk masak,syg yg akan masak….time pntang…syg masak tiap ari lauk unt sy…syg sidai kain..syg buang sampah…any technical things in house syg setelkan…including bab tanam menanaM…thank you syg cz always give ur best to me..always be around when im in need..

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Syg seorang pendengar dan pemujuk yg baik…sy mmg sll mengadu domba..ske merengek..ske menangis…syg ngn sabar dgr sy..layan sy merengek..pujuk sy ble ngs..(ngs sll sbb syg..mmg pttla syg yg pjk kn..hehe)…time las trimester pregnant sy sll terjaga mlm..syg akn bangun  tepuk2 sy ngn peluk sy suruh tdo..kdg2 byk kali syg bgn mlm unt comfortkan sy….thank you syg cz always be the good listener and always make me feel good…

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Saya paling takut n sedih ble syg merajok..syg akan baring masuk bilik..xnk cakap ngn sy..xnk pndang sy..pastu sy pujuk cane pn syg xmo layan smpai syg tertdo..sy sygg sgt kt syg..sy klo bleh nk jg ati syg…xnk syg sedih..xnk syg marah..xnk lukakan ati syg wp sikit..tp sy manusia biasa..mst ade buat salah..(malah sll buat)..tp syg kene tau sy xsengaja..btl3 xsengaja…sy mtk maaf sbb sll buat syg marah ngn majok…bile sy mtk maaf..syg mst jwb syg sll maafkan sy…..sy rs lege sgt..(lehla buat lg kn..hihi)…thank you for always forgive me..dlm setahun ni..sy dh tau pe yg sy xptt buat…

1.       Klo syg tgh tdo-jgn ckp kt telefon sblh syg,jgn peluk syg/sentuh syg..pendek kate jgn kco syg tdo la

2.       Jgn pakai baju ketat2..tudung pendek2..

3.       Fikir dulu sblm buat sst

4.       Jgn asek merungut

5.       Jgn membazir duit..bli brg2 yg xperlu..

Tu antaranya yg sy ingat bt mase ni..sbnrnye mstla byk lg..sy akn cube xulang lg k..tp xjaminla bende tu terjadi lg…

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Kalo ade award unt suami mithali..sy nk dedicate award tu unt syg..org kate kawen ni ikut nasib..klo dpt suami baik Alhamdulillah..klo dpt yg xbaik..sabar jela..huhu..alhamdulillah sy  bernasib baik…sy dpt suami hensem, kaya,rajin,penyayang,bertanggungjawab and the list goes on….i dun know what good that I’ve done that Allah give u in my life..syukur sgt… tp syg penah kate..syg unlucky sbb dpt sy=(…yeah I know..im not pretty..im not rich.. I dunno hw to cook and do house chores....huhu…though I realized how imperfect I am…but don’t want to lose u..(yeah..im quite selfish la kn…)..im sory because make u feel unlucky to have me…what can I do is to improve myself to make u feel that u’r lucky…and I hope that u can see that..u can see my sincerity….

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Syg…I love u so much…love u to end of my life…luv u eternally..luv u unconditionally…..sy harap Allah pnjangkan jodoh kite bkn sahaja di dunia malah hingga ke syurga..semoga Allah kurniakan zuriat yg sihat..murahkan rezeki…rahmati dan berkati hubungan kite…selamatkan kite dr api neraka…dan tetapkan kita berdua ke syurgaNya spt ank kite..

Happy anniversary syg…

Luv..

isterimu         

Glee- I Want To Hold Your Hand

....jiwang mode....

dear sayang...

sayang...

i know right now u'r struggling working...u've worked hard to earn money for us to have a better life..but i juz stay here..relax..do nothing....but my mind always thinking about u..pray for ur health..safety...ur work..if u were only knew..how much i want to help u....how much i want to be with u..how much i miss u right now...

.....i luv u sayang...

mission possible

today...i did accomplished my mission to mengerjakan umah..

1. vacum satu umah using rainbow vacum yg sgt gabak itu..sakit pinggang eden
2.mop umah
3.cuci peti ais
4.cuci taik2 ikan dlm akuarium

cume bbrp bende je xdisetelkan...akan diteruskan pasni..anyway..big clap for me..good job so far..xhingat nk mkn pn..leh kurus ni..btw,smlm my mom smbung pasal isu can see diaphragm when laid down (previous entry)..time tu i was laying down while watching tv..then she said 'klo gemuk baring pn xnmpak tulang'..demm...she was meaner than me ok...mmg  dh faham sgt, since before we will start gado2 after 3 days...tp aku dh insafla..xmo gado2 ngn mak lg..nk jg mak leklok..so..sabarkan jela watever she wants
to say to me (dgn penuh kepasrahan)...but why mama always want to mention about fatness...are u wan to challenge me or wat?...a-ha CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!..see la one day i will be so curvy,beautiful and successful..(ntah ble la tu..haha)...ok..nk smbg next misson..adiosa...